Title:
Valentine Cable
Author: twinsarein
Email:
twinsarein@gmail.com
Rating: PG
(maybe)
Challenge: For CLFF Wave #30 – the Valentine
special. Prompt #17: “I never wanted to see you again, but
you pulled me back with a two-inch cable.”
- Lady of the Tropics – 1939
Summary:
Lex apologizes.
A/N:
Standard disclaimer: They aren’t mine in RL, they really, really
aren’t…but in my dreams…
A/N: Betaed by the awesome danceswithgary,
any remaining mistakes are mine.
I
fly over the Canadian wilderness, faster than any human eye can follow. Using my x-ray vision, I pinpoint the
location I am heading for so I can drop out of the sky at the appropriate
time. I land on the doorstep and,
in a swirl of motion that kicks up the surrounding snow, I change into street
clothes reminiscent of Smallville, not Metropolis.
With
a piece of paper clutched in my left hand, I raise my right to knock on the
door. A few months ago, I would
have walked right in, but I wasn’t sure yet that I wanted that privilege
back.
The
response from the other side is quiet, but it could have been whispered in the
softest voice and I would still hear it.
“Come in, Clark.”
When
I do, my eyes widen at the sight before me. Lex, dressed like me, in jeans and
flannel with sneakers on his feet.
My heart leaps with the hope that maybe he finally gets
it.
“I’m
glad you came, Clark.” He sounds so
calm, but I can hear his heart beating faster than normal.
“I
never wanted to see you again, but you pulled me back with a two-inch
cable.” I hold out the paper in my
hand.
“I
was hoping that it would make a difference this time.” Lex looks so different when he's dressed
like me. He looks younger and more
vulnerable. He takes the cablegram
I still hold out to him.
“Read
it to me, Lex.”
He
looks at me, eyes soft, then down at the paper in his hand and does as I
request.
VERY
SORRY
STOP
I LOVE YOU
STOP
LEARNED MY LESSON
STOP
IF CAN FORGIVE ME STOP
COME TO USUAL PLACE
STOP
I MISS YOU
STOP
He
stops reading and looks up at me, and I can't hold back my questions any
longer. “Did you mean it Lex? Did you learn? Are you sorry?”
“God,
yes! I am so sorry, Clark. I’ll never try to turn you into someone
you aren’t again. I only wanted you
to have the best and to get everything out of life you deserve.” He looks at me with sincere contrition
in his eyes, and I don’t have it in me to be mad at him
anymore.
My
stance softens and his eyes light up.
A little smile graces his lips.
“Lex,
as soon as we committed ourselves to each other on Valentine’s Day three years
ago, I had all of that. With you by
my side, I had everything I could ever hope to deserve and the very best this
world, any world, has to offer. I
never needed more than you. I love
you. I always have and I always
will. I just couldn’t live like
that anymore. I can't live like
that, Lex, no matter how much I love you.”
Lex
is blinking rapidly as I finish what I needed to say, and his voice is a little
hoarse with emotion. “You won’t
have to, Clark. Never again, I
swear.”
I
can’t tolerate the distance between us anymore, not after that declaration. Between one blink and the next, I have
Lex plastered up against me, holding him so closely that a breeze would have
trouble finding any gap to blow through.
I
lean down slightly at the same time he stretches up and our lips met in a tender
kiss that begins to mend the holes in our souls. Our breaths mingle as we both moan at
the first taste we’ve had of each other in six months, tongues twining together
as the kiss deepens.
We
break apart slowly, retreating only far enough to rest our foreheads together,
our noses almost touching.
“Happy
Valentine’s Day, Lex.”
“Happy
anniversary, Clark.”